Jesus, here I am, your favorite one.

What are you thinking?

What are you feeling?

I have to know.

So, I'm in prayer, and this song is playing on The Prayer Room, and it got me thinking about it. First, of all...I'm God's favorite me, and it makes me feel absolutely wonderful. I'm Gods favorite. There will never be anyone like me in the future and there has never been anyone like me in the history of humanity. I LOVE that thought. God made me a complete individual, not similar to anyone. When I think about it...how much of an insane amount of love goes into making us. God is SO in love with me, and I, somehow, overlook that sometimes. It remind me of that Misty Edwards song.

I'm in love with God and God's in love with me, this is who I am and this is who I'll be and that settles it. Completely.

Something else it made me think about too is the fact that God lets us know what going on with Him. He lets us know His thoughts and His feeling about us and about what we do and about what He does. That, in and of itself, is absolutely amazing to me. I could sit and think about it forever. 

John 15:14-16a

14 You are my friends if you do what I command. 15 I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me. 16 You didn’t choose me. I chose you...

My God loves me so much that He not only made me completely special but He also wants to be intimate with me, and how sad is it that I can't even bring myself to be intimate with Him all of the time.  It makes me so sad to think about how much He loves me and how much He cares for me, and how much time and effort He puts into me and that I, for some reason, can't. 

I'm comtinually trying new way to become more intimate with God. That's what I'm here for. That's the very reason I exist.