At it again

So I had one of these things before and I never used it. I honestly don't know if I'll use it this time. I generally have a lot of thoughts running through my head though so I thought this might help calm that down a little.

I'm in Master's Commission now. It pretty flippin' sweet, I won't lie. I love all the other students and the staff too. They're all like family now. I worry all the time though. The year is going by so quickly and I'm not so sure I'm doing what I need to do. It's already Thanksgiving break and I don't feel like I've changed all that much other than losing a little weight from going to the gym so much. Speaking of - I haven't been in two weeks! I don't know... I just feel like I'm failing at one more thing in my life. It's not fun to think that either. It actually sucks quite a bit. 

On a brighter note. This week (tg break) has been awesome so far. Today was the first day I got up before 10am, and I got up at 9:30. It's been great. I actually have to get to work on a persuasive speech thats due in my public speaking class next thursday. Not gonna be fun. Ack. I'm doing it on "Are Child Beauty Pageants Harmful?" Should be interesting.